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Date: Monday, September 28, 2009 6:45 AM

Haven't been blogging much, know of someone that shouldn't be reading this is reading my posts. Just spoils my mood. Gave up on the chalet post.

So yeah, exams are coming and all. I want to have a change class yet am not looking forward to the change. Mixed feelings, i don't want to leave your side, i know its near impossible to enter the same class, i know you won't give up your chase for 3/5 because of me. I don't know what decision to make. There are bound to be changes next year, some things just won't be the same again. You meet new people, i do too. But i can swear upon my life, i won't have a change of heart. Sometimes i wonder about how your mind thinks, same or different?

In a state of confusion, you are busy studying, i know that. I will come second or perhaps even third to your guy friends for now, after your first piority, results. Or had it always been like that? Wishful thinking on my part, i haven't heard from you for days, it was so easy for you to completely stop talking to me all of a sudden. And today, i refused to talk or even take a look at you, for one look, all the efforts i took to ignore you enters the drain. Don't blame me for the stone-cold heart, i'm void of love now.

When i wake up in the morning, with tears in my eyes, i will know, i've been dreaming of you.
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