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Date: Tuesday, August 11, 2009 5:01 AM
Been busy trying to handle everything on my own at home. Brother's down, mummy rushing to the hospital and grandma's house almost everyday. Dad's busy working and trying to cover mummy's responsibilities. And there's nothing else i can do. I pray and pray every night, tearing at some point for everyone around me to be alright and happy again. Its been so long since i prayed so hard, so much wanting for my prayers to be heard and answered. Its been long...

Home-d after netball instead of having dinner outside, sorry to pangseh. But i really wanted to see how bro is doing. But he isn't fine just yet. I prayed again the minute i got out of the shower. Home had been so solemn and quiet, me sitting in front of the comp doing my work while everyone's out. No more laughter or chit chats.

And i look back at how i've tried to help, all i could do was pray. But i got back a stupid book that needed parent's signature again today. I'm not planning to sign it, just not to bother mummy or daddy that's already so busy and worn out. Maybe someday, then again, never. A scolding tomorrow won't mean much compared to whatever shit is happening at home now.

And today, i pray for You to watch over people around me, friends or enemies the same.
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