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Date: Wednesday, July 01, 2009 5:03 AM

Realised alot of stuffs today, alone, on the way back home. After school, i saw someone ( i shall use a she in this context) i knew from school , walking alone, in front of me. It just dawned on me, why wasn't she joining her friends for lunch after school? That person wasn't in a rush i can see, for she was walking very slowly, barely lifting her feet off the ground. Then i thought, perhaps its not that she didn't want to join them, but perhaps she was unwelcomed. I've seen and heard for myself all about the rumours about her in school of the past whole year, how she had been acting and behaving, but that was just to make people notice her presence. She used to come down for recess, but gradually, she began to stay in class.
Then there's just this empty vast space in me all of a sudden. I searched within myself, and hey, I'm pretty much luckier to at least have a few besties to at least be there for me. But her, the friend she counted on most not only just left her for other ' better ' friends, but talked behind her back too. I just wanted to just walked up and say a "hello." , but i just didn't have the courage to. Something pulled me back, perhaps because i'm afraid that she wil just ignore me.
We went on with our separate routes, and i thought, why can't i be just a friend for her to make her school days a little better? I know how it feels to be alone and left out totally, it doesn't feel good. Maybe tomorrow, i shall be a friend to a lonely soul. As said, all friends starts from strangers. :D
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