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Date: Thursday, January 15, 2009 10:05 PM
I'm trying to be more optimistic, and keep those negative thoughts at bay. I tend to have alot of negative thoughts, due to the constant reflecting and self-checking. Perhaps i'm thinking too much about what others say and what people think, that i even lose my own self. But what can i do? I've overworking hormones that changes how i think and how i act, making me some kinda like freak that doesn't act like how normal 14 year old should.

And i was having cramps till i can't talk during the whole of science period. But with qianyan's magical tablets during recess, i got better. Try it, instant results. Thanks for all the concern, esp Celine, Yiqing, Xenia and love.

I'm not looking forward to learning journey nor the bridge building thing, it's kinda lame.

Andand, South Zone's coming, skirts for us!

Tag replies:
Joel: I'm lazy to do so. Sorry, i didn't know you were still waiting.
Qingyi: I guess so, you cheer up yourself too, hope things are getting on track.
...: Ican't rely on those happy thoughts anymore, its time i get a move on in life.
someone: :)
someone 2: I wish to pass each day with a smile too, but it's not that easy to actually do that.
someone 3: I know i'm not, but i'm just trying to make everyone happy. perhaps if they feel happy, i will be happier too.
someone 4: Alright, i will find someone i can talk to, and lift everything from my shoulders. Thanks for that compliment.
someone 5: Hahaha, alright. :D
Xenia: Will do so. And take care of your ankle! Speedy recovery!
ASSHOLE: Yeah, you are cute, face round round de. Hehheh.
ASSHOLE!: hey, don't! it hurts! Don't be sad over me, its not worth it. Hey, don't waste your tears on me, i'm not worthy of it. Leave it for someone else. :D
Joel: thanks for all your tag, i already cheered up quite a little.
Die Silently: it's hard to explain in words. Don't worry, i will find someone to talk to.
Celine: You do it for me? I'm lazy! no la, where have la. You my friend can ask for special request. hahaha.
Qingyi: i've been hanging on, too much that i wanna give up. But i know the tide will turn. you cheer up too.
Jessica: :D i shall be positive!
Wintermute: like who?
Joel: thanks!
Xenia: i'm not emo, i just have alot of thoughts.
Lollies: what thing suan le?
Joel: Thank for that reminder!
ASSHOLE!: That was only one of the many reasons. i shall tell you what she told the others about me. You will be surprised.


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