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Perching On The Soul Byolind Celine Cheryuen Claire Joel Yong Chin Yunda Yunrou Yuxuan Zirui Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend |
Date: Thursday, November 27, 2008 5:38 AM
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When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit Rest if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and its turns, As everyone of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about When they might have won, had they stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow, You may succeed with another blow. Often the struggler has given up When he might have captured the victor's cup; And he learned too late when the night came down, How close he was to the golden crown. Success is failure turned inside out The silver tint of the clouds of doubt And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far; So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, It's when things seem worst that you must not quit. - author unknown. |
Date: Wednesday, November 26, 2008 6:10 AM
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Anderson's match was screwed up, i was so lost on court, everything was going way too fast. I kinda miss Mrs Ong now, with her screams, i'm able to stay on track. At least, i know what i'm doing wrongly, and what i'm supposed to do. Miss Tay was right, i've learnt to see the importance of her, and how she plays a part, out of court. I'm glad she didn't came today, her absence made me realised something that is going to make me ready to train harder than i ever did before. And i found out how people can hurt others with their words, without even realising. They don't think what they did was hurting, but it was enough to make someone give up. Just a casual remark might just make them lose all their confidence, and bring the whole person down. If you want to say something next time, do think through it a little, your body language and tone plays a big part. Just one sentence is hurtful enough. Celine made me a something today, a heart on a stick. the heart's made up from blue tack retrieved from the soles of my shoes, i just walked around and it got stuck there. The stick's from a cotton bud, without the cotton. Her first few tries were kinda wrong, it turned out to be something else other than a heart. hahaha. But, it still succeeded in the end. And we talked for awhile, i guess she poured out whatever she was thinking at that time, hope you change your mindset. Just live your life, and do what you want, don't worry too much about what others say. Tomorrow will be a better day! Don't give up so soon yet, you will see the light someday. CHEER UP! |
Date: Tuesday, November 25, 2008 5:18 AM
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match with Anderson tomorrow, hope all play well. and everything's over, my praying didn't work. life's gonna be a disaster, i should have entered a girls' school, what a regret. i didn't even spoke a word of disagreement, i wanted to see what's fate had in store for me, i hope for a miracle, and nothing turned out good. life's gonna be different. hais. i don't know what to do now. |
Date: 4:56 AM
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ohwell, here goes. Tagged by: Celine. Rule 1 : People who have tagged must write their answers on their blog .Replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Rule 2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending other people. 1. What is your CCA ? > Netball 2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you ? > Younger by a few months, yes. 3. What does friendship mean ? > A single soul dwelling in two bodies. - Aristotle 4. What would you do with a billion dollars ? > Save some up, and donate some to animal shelters. 5.Will you fall in love with your best friend ? > Now, no. 6. Which is more blessed ? Loving someone or being loved ? > Being loved. 7. List out your favourite band > None. 8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do ? > Forget all about it and move on. 9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy ? > Yes. 10. What makes you angry ? > People that give me attitude. 11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time ? > Someone with a successful career. 12. Who is currently the most important people to you ? > God, friends, family. 13. What is the most important thing in your life ? > Faith. 14. Would your rather be single and rich or married but poor ? > No idea. 15. What is your favourite colour ? > Green 16. Would you give all in a relationship ? > Only if it's worth it, i don't want to be hurt too deeply. 17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick ? > I won't, i'm not that flirt. 18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done? > Maybe? Depends on the situation. 19. What do you want to tell the person you like ? > Err, i don't wish to be mushy here. 20. Which country you would like to go ? > No idea. People that are tagged, err, whoever wanna do it can. i can't think of anyone that hadn't did this yet. |
Date: Saturday, November 22, 2008 7:30 PM
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Sigh. Days are really hard to get by during the holidays. Everytime I've got nothing to do, I think about mfps. About the familiar faces and cars I see everyday, seeing the nicest people I've ever known throughout my life, breaking school rules with my fellow netballers and copying homework from my classmates. Each thought causes more pain than the former. It's really heart wrenching to think about those wonderful days I had in MFPS. I've started life in amkss. And i admit the teachers here are interesting, fellow netballers are fun to be with. But, a part of me still misses MFPS. i really can't just put everything down at MFPS. It's hard to let go. I'm still puzzled why i just can't do that when all my friends actually can. Perhaps I'm just foolish enough to think you all were my bestest friends and we won't forget each other. grah, i have to stop thinking about the past 6 years. |
Date: 4:28 AM
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i'm getting tired of blogger, can upload pictures the way i want them to. may consider switching to wordpress or livejournal. but for the time being, i'm staying here. i'm too lazy to switch. can't seems to switch to wordpress, says that i've an account already, since when? got to have another email, too much trouble. i haven't been going out much for the holidays, i don't know where to. perhaps go back to mfps to see how the juniors are doing. the training days are weird, 5 days consecutive. i've nothing more to blog already, i'm off to think. |
Date: Friday, November 21, 2008 4:53 AM
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the chances of my bro entering amkss is very high. i don't know how i'm supposed to continue concentrating on my studies, especially when my studies are already down the drain. hope a miracle happens. showcase tomorrow, don't think i'm going to play well, there's just too much things going through my mind. and the above is one of the reasons. all the best to me. congrats to all who did well for PSLE. |
Date: Wednesday, November 19, 2008 10:29 PM
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the match with tkgs wasn't as bad as i thought afterall, i should have looked at everything will an open mind. i was a total blur when it comes to the start of every quarter, but after that i got the hang of it. 2 quarters with the sec 3s were really challenging and tough.i guess i'm just not cut out for shooting, under pressure. on a lighter note, i managed to play my attack well. the team's gonna get far, with this high level of teamwork and friendship, all we need is a little more communication. each and every one may not be perfect, but if all of us work together and cover each others' weakness, we can be a perfect team. remember, there's no I in WE. work hard during trainings, and work more on our weaknesses, we can conquer every problem that stands in our path to victory, as a team. okayokay, enough of netball, my bro got back his PSLE results today. i don't wish for him to enter the same school as me, i may a little selfish here, but i don't wish to have him interfering in every part of my life. 5 long years at mfps together was already very torturing, life in secondary school is more complicated now, i need some private life too. although he's my bro, but i don't want him to be in every place i am at. i'm going to spend 4 years in amkss, i don't want to have any bad memories in these 4 good years, concerning him. So now, i can only pray. i know this decision isn't up to me. i'm trying not to be selfish down here, but i don't wanna waste years that are supposed to leave deep memories in me. sometimes, you gotta think about yourself too, don't live your life you anyone else, but yourself. |
Date: 12:22 AM
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today's match with fairfield methodist was quite okay, 39 : 6. everyone played to their best, well done people. i wanna be on the attacking side, but it seems like i'm bound to be on the defending side? shooters or feeders, i wanna play attack man, defender for so long bores me out! i was just on the court crashing into people, i don't know what state my opponents are in now, perhaps sitting at home applying oilment? i really need to be aggressive enough, but at the same time stop crashing like a bulldozer into others. another match tomorrow gonna be tougher, i'm gonna play attack well, and then slack for all i care when defending, haha. andand, i need a black-sleeved shirt! i don't have one man, anyone perhaps? if you have extra please text me luh, seriously in need of one. thanks alot. p.s/ i really need to find a black-sleeved shirt! |
Date: Monday, November 17, 2008 7:39 PM
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i'm really gonna arrange my things later on. enough of all this procrastinating. match with fairfield methodist tmr, according to the choosing your secondary book 2009, they don't have any awards for netball. but, don't look down and scorn at them, they might be better this year. it's a fine line between confidence and over-confidence, and that make a great difference to the end result. ha, short post, bye. tag replies: alicia : hello! :D cheered up already laa. asshole! : i smiled? maybe i did heard it, but then i forgot. yeap, i've got a lot more to learn, just gotta keep trying. i need more experience in this area luh, haha, maybe can learn from you eh? hehhe, no negative thoughts le la. thanks! Jackie : i guess i just lack confidence, thanks alot for your advice, i will heed it. :) i contacted already, no P6 this year. they should be not coming. lolliess : hello la. stop calling me that can not? i got a proper name yea? thanks. Qianyan : will relink soon. Qingyi : walaueh, I HAVE A PROPER NAME LA! alright, will hang in there. haha, i see it as half- full. and anyway, it's supposed to be half- empty, not half-filled, or are they the same? |
Date: Thursday, November 13, 2008 5:38 AM
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i seriously need to find myself back. netball sucked a great deal today, sorry people. i'm not a shooter, how am i supposed to shoot well? i play defence in primary, now the sudden change, how to adapt so fast? all my shots are by luck, i don't even know what to do in the semicircle, how to run, where to run and etc. all i'm doing is to run like a mad bull, trying to get away from the defender? i don't even know where i'm running, just charging and crashing into people. i'm so blur in there, like a sotong. perhaps i won't make it into the team afterall. Never let your head hang down. Never give up and sit down and grieve. Find another way. - Satchel Paige |
Date: Tuesday, November 11, 2008 5:52 AM
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i feel like screaming out loud now. life's meaningless at this point of time, everything seems to go against me. but why? everything i thought was perfect just awhile ago had made an 180 degree change. i just don't know why. i can't cope with life now, it's just too hectic. maybe it's all just a dream, but i just can't wake up from it. face it, i'm trapped in reality. life sure got it's ups and downs, but i can't accept this fact though, after 13 long years. it is said that in the deepest of our troubles, when we don't give up, the tide will change for the better, i just hope it's true. some things just can't be changed, no matter how long you hang in there. i'm completely helpless now, there's nothing i can do to change all these. i can only pray for an escape route now. my pillow have been wet with tears, as i wait for an answers for my prayers. i wonder why it seems that God never hears. All God's testing have a purpose, and someday, i will see the light. |
Date: Monday, November 10, 2008 7:21 PM
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i don't know what to say, nor type. the holidays haven't been much productive. i haven't cleared up the mess in my room, nor did the holidays homework. i'm just too lazy to. perhaps i should just start on it. thinking of the training later just makes me wanna save some strength, so maybe another day. and my bro's at school, playing and doing whatever things. his batch seems to be not so competitive. it was so hard to find a head prefect and 2 vice-heads in his batch, that we, the already stepped down prefects, had to give speeches to them. telling them to be more initiative, show more leadership skills and all, i remember those days. and when they had to organise their own farewell, and to come out with their own proposals, we had to draw time from our busy schedules just to go back and help them with it, and in the end doing the proposal for them. i should just stop thinking about mfps. i don't know what to do now. it only 12pm, maybe watch clifford the big red dog on okto channel? haha, the dog's cute, and i'm getting a little lame. till then people, till i get the mood to blog again. |
Date: Saturday, November 08, 2008 6:28 AM
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i'm practically rotting away now. during the school term, we were grumbling about how far the holidays were, and now, there's nothing to do. humans are hard to satisfy. swam just now. and played pool for awhile. gonna eat and eat tomorrow morning. don't know where dad is gonna bring us to. eat till we drop! buffet breakfast? bet bro's gonna get fat. and match on monday! what time huh? |
Date: Wednesday, November 05, 2008 9:55 PM
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how can you have blind faith in something for which there is not a scrap of evidence? well, the answer is you can't. if you could prove it, it wouldn't be faith. you can only have faith in what you don't know. that's what faith is. |