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was damn buay song toda.by some people,or to be more precise,teachers.i dunno why they are so dua gong wan.i really dun understand.they are teachers,but so wad?they are humans too wad.they can scold whoever they like,punish whenever they like?so pajiao la.some bitchy teacher only knows how to do those two things.t otally ruined my day la.somemore is first period sia.den history,was emo-ig al the way.wasn't talkin for the whole of the period.but the guy beside me kept asking me listen when i didn't want to.continued some time ba.no time now

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i have been thinking for the past few nights,when ppl are slping and lights are out.have i ever lived for myself?or have i been living for some other ppl.perhaps,from the time i am born,i was supposd to live for ppl.ppl are taking me for granted,project works are piling up,and we are supposed to work in pairs?and i've been doing the projects for other ppl la,and helping them to score for the work.and for all these pojects,i've not been doing my homework,and revision.and my results are..dropping.tell you my results,9/20 for maths test.history,failed.although i've been studying for it,i still failed it.i dunno how,but i guess i cannot concentrate anymore.teachers dunno how to teach,just say a few lines den let you do.i dunno wad she talking about la.just copy the work of my partner.all of the work is like you have to study yourself .it's either u study or have tuition,but i have neither.how can i cope,i bet i will fail everything.dont talk about unhappy things anymore. lets talk about...nth else to talk about.next post perhaps.i've been breaking down alomost every day.

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yesterday... i'm getting moodless alr.school's not a place u will want to be.my class overall's okay,but just that there are some wierd ppl in my class?and homework is pilling up?i hate my english teacher can?need to go earlier for netball match den dun let me and my other friend go.say need wad excuse letter la.talk for so long.den i packing and listening she had to ask''are u listening?have you heard me?''like wth la.i wish to say ''ya la!''alr.but i ren.i dun really understand her la today... hmmm.what happened?let's start with lessons.today was quite okay the whole day.but like practically everyone is bullying my history cum form teacher la.she very old liao.so ppl can bully her.somemore she shout also so soft.nobody scared her lor.den history that time,we doing mindmap,den ahv to present.everyone not even listening or even looking at the presenters lor.she shout like siao oso nobody care la.she pekchek until give up.so sad huh?but she like not planning to go through the chapter alr.just get the mindmap done and over with. netball training today.was not that tiring.still manageable.was one of the pro ones among the seven.some also quite pro de.have loads of potential.just some pratice can become pro-er then me alr.they can like jump and fly so far?i coached two of themtoday!but didn't know how to coach la.and den the sheryl scold me until so fierce lor,scared liao.so fierce de.and i found out that loads of ppl sprint faster den me.last time track and field de got one girl.damn fast can?and den i partner zi rui run.she damn fast can?i run back that time give up le.dun have to run so hard and then waste energy for nothing.anyways doing 10 pushups liao wad.alr lose le.i yuan du fun shu.i lost,without regrets.i believe she will be a great netballer in future with the trainings and practice.i slacking alr. tomorrow... going back to mayflower.but quite late our school den release.so only can stay awhile in mayflower.playing basketball with huiming tmr if i'm not wrong.i want to see how pro she got.so that all peeps..till next time.wow.this post is long.covers three days wad.okay.byes!

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i dunno wad's wrong with me nowadays,i just can't stand myself and my attitude.i herby apologise for my poor attitude,if i've had offended anybody in any way,sorry.my parents are like getting so pekchek with my attitude,scolding me every minute and second.i can't help it,my attitude's like that.i just confirmed that this family,is just made up of humans,without any concern,for me at least,but i see tat u care for others,but not me.okay,i accept this,dun care me for all you want, i dun care.but can u just ignore me completely?it just annoys me with all of your scoldings,but i can't do anything about it.that's you all,i've put up with u for a very long time.and i cant put up any longer.so dun blame me for locking myself up in my room and staying in there the whole day.or out somewhere just to avoid u.this house,this family,is just crap.this house,is just a shelter,and people in the house just dun bother me...i dun care.if this post is offensive,i apologise here... i just hate my myself,i suck.