Sigh. Days are really hard to get by during the holidays. Everytime I've got nothing to do, I think about mfps. About the familiar faces and cars I see everyday, seeing the nicest people I've ever known throughout my life, breaking school rules with my fellow netballers and copying homework from my classmates. Each thought causes more pain than the former. It's really heart wrenching to think about those wonderful days I had in MFPS.

I've started life in amkss. And i admit the teachers here are interesting, fellow netballers are fun to be with. But, a part of me still misses MFPS. i really can't just put everything down at MFPS. It's hard to let go. I'm still puzzled why i just can't do that when all my friends actually can. Perhaps I'm just foolish enough to think you all were my bestest friends and we won't forget each other.

grah, i have to stop thinking about the past 6 years.