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Perching On The Soul
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Date: Tuesday, November 11, 2008 5:52 AM

i feel like screaming out loud now. life's meaningless at this point of time, everything seems to go against me. but why? everything i thought was perfect just awhile ago had made an 180 degree change. i just don't know why. i can't cope with life now, it's just too hectic. maybe it's all just a dream, but i just can't wake up from it. face it, i'm trapped in reality. life sure got it's ups and downs, but i can't accept this fact though, after 13 long years. it is said that in the deepest of our troubles, when we don't give up, the tide will change for the better, i just hope it's true. some things just can't be changed, no matter how long you hang in there. i'm completely helpless now, there's nothing i can do to change all these. i can only pray for an escape route now.


my pillow have been wet with tears,
as i wait for an answers for my prayers.
i wonder why it seems that God never hears.

All God's testing have a purpose,
and someday, i will see the light.
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