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Date: Tuesday, July 15, 2008 5:57 AM
there's a communication barrel between me and my dad. and it's all my fault. had i simply did what he wanted me to do, and not argue and procrastinate in everything, things will not end up like that. i know he wants me to stretch to my fullest potential, but i did understand his thoughts. he cant rely on my brother to accomplish his dreams, for he's not make out for it, so his hopes for my brother, are all pushed to me. but what did i do with all these hopes, I SHATTERED THEM ALL, ALL BY MYSELF. i don't blame him for all these, for i was the cause. i should have just did what i can, not just to please him, it's for me and me alone. he will want the best for me, and i should take it in my stride, and accept it. but why was i so defiant? i should have kept my mind open, and strive for the best, and thought about how my speech and actions can hurt someone. But, why didn't i do it? i just cant understand. and till now, i still regret it, this is not the first time that he had not spoken to me in days, but i still wont learn my lesson. to make up for all these wrong doings of mine, i shall work doubly hard from now on, and fulfill all those dreams of yours, i promise i will try, i mean it. and i hope things will get back to normal soon. i need some alone now, and pardon me for anything i say or do out of frustration, i don't mean it.

9:14pm, 15/7
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