my blog's kinda dead? not updates for long, i know. Life had really been marked by intense agitation and emotions. i really dont have any concentration and focus in whaetever i do, and i think i'm really slacking ALOT. netball trainings, but i haven been puting in all my effort, just joking away and wasting time, not training but slacking, and wasting precious training time away, i dont know how i actually did put in that much effort when i was in primary school. perhaps, life was not so busy, and teachers were always there when you needed them, they can always be treated as your second parents. there was always time for reflections and improvement. but now, i'm getting really tired of life. for the past few days, i dont have a good night's sleep, and always ended up dozing off in class, like today, in both maths and science lessons. really sorry, but i just cant help it, i was really too tired. and there's all those emotional problems. dont want to mention it though, just hope this period pass soon and everything can be back to normal. i hope. i'm just so not me anymore. and i think too much. sorry peeps if i had offended you all with my words and actions, i know it already did some damages but i dont mean it. apologies.

31/7/08, 11:03pm