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i am not as good as i think to be. i think, i'm good in particular things, but then, someone made me feel so , small, and useless. and i realised, that i'm not as good as i think. being so complacent and all, i tried, i already tried, but what's the outcome? still another failure. hais, i gotta buck up, on everything and anything, and most importantly, stop being so complacent and stuffs. we shall stp all these moody things alr. i dnt wanna get emo.haha. today, i shall talk abt today then. at 4, reached school to go 324A there sell food and drinks to ppl there, watching the performance being put up. went thr, ate our dinner,set up, and positioned the food. sold and watch at the same time, was nice lar. after everything we had to clear and stack up chairs, tear down flyers and pick up litter.and when everyone was busy these stuffs, their handphones and wallet were on the table, and the oh-so-good me, stood down thr to watch over their belongings.and then mrs ong had to come and asked me to pick up litter, and i explained to her that i was looking over the things, she said she would look after it, i told her no need, and she just stared with me and said i was lazy, and off i had to go to pick litter and stack up chairs. then, when everyone got back their belongings as they had to keep the table, someone asked me to help her take her handphone and wallet, and out of kindness, i helped her and stood there, since i had only one free hand, and could not help much, began to talk to Jodie also. and then mrs ong had to come again, and told me to go help pick litter, when there are no more, and i told her i had to take the valuables, and kept them clean, so cnot touch rubbish, and she said she would hold it for me, i say no need again, and she stared at me again and told me i was plain lazy, and i went to walk again, looking for rubbish. and i was soooo fed-up lar. okok, gtg slp liao, tired man,byebye