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Date: Wednesday, May 14, 2008 5:38 AM
geog and science paper taken back today. results? disasterous and horrendous. what i thought had came true. all the marks are like 60 plus like that? low sixty only lah. i alr studied very hard, really, but what my results that came out? just a sixty plus? i had confident of scoring well, but hais, i dont know how to express this. it's just of no use to study, i just can't score for exams, so wad's the use? i'm just another failure lah, i can't get anything right. since i alr tried my very best, but still, this is what i get. if my best is like tht, what's more is my worst? i just dont understand this. my hopes are all dashed, i'm demoralised, i admit defeat. when i stay up in the night just to get more facts stored in y head, wake up early to revise more, i just cant make it. no more hopes at all for my other subjects, i dont think any of my subjects will score, if any score, i really have to thank Jesus for it.are my hopes and expectations too high? and then end up hurting myself emotionally? i just dont understand. all the hopes pined on me are all destroyed, single-handedly. i dont wish to get signatures on my papers, for i know i'm gonna have an hard time.

i admit defeat. all hopes dashed. i'm demoralised, you got what you want. the higher my hopes, the greater my failure. i have no more tears to shed.



pause the exams for now on. Myanmar cylone's victims are there, searching for food, water and shelter.living such a horrendous life right now, and here i am, surfing the web and blogging when the ppl there are out of electricity and necessary things.living in temporary camps and hoping that their lives will get better.they didnt give up the courage to continue living and faced the disaster. and then there's China's earthquake. victims find themselves trapped under rubble and debris of collapsed buildings, they once had a happy family, but then in a matter of minutes, all these are gone, and they find themselves piled under the dark debris, only to think of their families and friends, and having the courage to live on under such conditions. so really sad for them, i feel for them i'm so glad to live in singapore, no this kind of things. next post will extend more. i'm gonna watch the news.just hope it get better.
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