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Date: Friday, April 11, 2008 11:10 PM
oh well oh well, life's getting dreadful. let's start with family problems.firstly, my biased parents, i know, i'm some kind of rebellious, but you dont have to treat me the way you did.i really didn't need that, maybe i wasn't fated to be born to you. wrong choice God. they are always scolding if not,well, i shall not elaborate more.u won't want to know eiher, but 'm alr used to this kind of problem.when i was young, naive and innocent, i thought and believed in them, and share with them what happened in school and my emotional status.but now, when I'm matured enough to think, reflect on my own actions, thoughts and words, i realised things aren't that easy as they seems to be once. now, parents can't really feel what you feel, understand what i think and we seems to be worlds apart now. now, at the age of 13, i learnt to be independent, and not to burden someone else with my own, personal troubles. now, i only communicate with my friends, books and computer. have i been neglecting my family? i dont feel a sense of belonging in this house, to me, it seems to be only a shelter, where i eat, study and sleep.

school: life is sure busy in sec school now, and my bro is still so complacent, thinking he can enter a good school just by aiming for it, with no actions taken.but no matter what i say, it will be of no use.it's going to be his problem, not mine, I'm only concerned.i dont want fellow p6 students to follow my footsteps, which i really regretted.when it was time for remedial towards the period before PSLE, i was always skipping these remedial lessons, instead, playing basketball in the basketball court. and when teachers like Mrs ching and dou lao shi came and told me to go for remedial, even with harsh actions and words, i don't take them seriously. now i know what they did to me was for my own good. now in sec school, things are really busy. projects keep on coming and fitting into my schedule, and i have no time for myself, although i continue with my sports and whatever that is my routine.when i give 100% into all the work i do, i cant finish them, ending up with no quality work.but then, what else can i do?i was rushing, and i sleep at about 1-2 am everyday now, just to find time to revise, but i just cant seems to put anything into my head.just plain stupid...

today in the evening: i got my father all worked up and agitated with my attitude again.went downstairs after he started to scold me, i know what will come next, so i just walked out of the door, after awhile, returning to my life.i dont know why everytime he speak, i will just talk back, it's becoming a habit now.and always with this, getting myself into deep trouble, like some nice slaps man, and some red stripes. that's it.i dont care now.i have no time for this kind of things anymore.
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